Stranger , Lover , Friend

Running around the lively streets

Singing songs at odd hours of the Silent night

I offer you my empty plate

And you feed me your first bite

Conversations about love about life

How things are always so difficult

Thinking of the unsettled future

and mysteries of the occult

Don't care about Big Pleasures,Big pain

Only care about things that last by the blink

Things that Move you to tears

And in that moment make you think

The Hardest of Hearts wish for intimacy

But Falling in Love is always the danger

You and Me , Us from Moon To Sun

Then apart

Stranger

Walking past you , headed towards destruction

Smile , Staying more difficult than leaving

Number , Didn't make the panic alert button ring

Touch, Contagious Infection

Theoretically Perfect , Idiot

Not you Its me , Ya Right

Bleed Tears , Of Desperation

Romantically Challenged, Always

Looking good Together , Dream

Interior Voice , Silent Scream

Think about you , Equals Time

Expectations , Crime

Stray Far Away , From Inner Caretaker

Stand on two feet , Out of Balance

Dance with you , Trance

Lover

Today when we talked you'd told me to put my heart out

And even though I disagree I'd still sent you a shout

But for some reason couldn't reach to you that line

And later on I thought maybe that is a sign

The heart of the matter lies in the release

Like everything else I let you go too

Insecurities about your date, Your new mate

Trapped Between Lungs, Less State

I've rushed into things and maybe I could slow time

Tender Kiss , High on Life

Sailing in the same boat , Equally loud Chime

No Stranger , No Lover

Friend

Original Sin

I left you coz, I am Scarred , I am Flawed

I left you coz, My heart wasn't mine , it was yours

I left you coz, Without it I still am not fine

I am the bitter taste to your red wine

I left you coz, I Talked my Heart out

I left you coz, With you I Smiled

I left you coz, I was your Crying Shoulder

I like to explore and you like to wander

I left you coz, I wanted to learn to let go

I left you coz, From this city i had to go

I left you coz, I whispered to you even when 'twas just me

I am the locked up tight and you are the key

I left you coz, I wished you'd stay longer

I left you coz, I think and you ponder

I left you coz,I wandered the streets with you

I am the leaf and you are morning dew

I left you coz, I don't know the shape of my Heart

I left you coz, I am poison and you are Die

I left you coz, you are my type

I am the freedom and you are the life

I left you coz, I am the pain and you are the reason

I left you coz, I am storm and you are the season

I left you coz, we are meant to be together

I am fine and you are better

I left you coz, I am the drink , I am the cigarette

I left you coz, I am the trigger you are the gun

I left you coz, I am the corpse & you are the casket

I am sweat & you are the run

I left you coz, I am fire & you are the burn

I left you coz, I am the bird , you are the worm

I left you coz, I am forest , you are the fern

I introspect and you discern

I left you coz, I am lonely and you are alone

I left you coz, I am marrow and you are the bone

I left you coz, I am noise you are the tone

I am torn and you are worn

I left you coz, I am shadow & you are the form

I left you coz, I am cold-hearted and you are warm

I left you coz, I am restless you are calm

I am awake you are the alarm

I left you coz,I am the swarm you are the bee

I left you coz, I am tired so just let me be

I left you coz, i am the broken joint in your knee

I am river you are the sea

I left you coz, I am the demise to your Reincarnation

I left you coz, I am the Crack in the Foundation

I left you coz, I am the Blur at a Distant place you've been

I am Adam , you are my original sin

I left you coz, I am the eclipse to your moon

I left you coz, I am the migraine to your afternoon

I left you coz, I am Red and you are Blue

Most of all I left you coz I loved you!!!!!!

COLLIDE

Hug me longer when i say goodbye today

For each days hug that i missed

Save and store the feeling Permanently

To utilize whenever in need

It will fix me when I'm broken

Fill the empty that cant replace

Mend my awry ways shaken

All this lost in your embrace

Have you ever wished

For an endless night ??

I have , and i know now that

Wishing on a star isn't right

Ever wondered if you could

love two hearts at the same time

Wondered if one or both left you

From distraught be able to go back to fine ???

If you love someone

Learn to set them free

People come into your life sometimes

Only to teach you to without them be

Everything was too good to be true

Forever lonely , Forever blue without you

My life like my songs doesn't rhyme perfectly

Thats why i decided to let my life just be

The cruel dog eats dog world

Haunts me this season

But these testing times will pass

I believe i have my own reason

Exploring New Horizons

Resurrection is on my mind

Getting back into the grind

Hope someday that you and i COLLIDE

TEARY EYED

All I did was like you
And yesterday a tear rolled down
Listening to heartbreaker
Think that's how being in love would sound

I had cut you out of my life
But you walked back into it like it was yours to claim
You put me into troubled waters
Like playing with my heart is your only aim

All the memories skimming through my head
Like flashbacks in a movie scene
Eyes fill up at the drop of a hat
Why do all good things come to an end?

The burden of life , the arguments , the drama
The duty of being bound for seven lives
Has put into my life a comma
Everything has slightly slowed down

Try to keep a straight face
To show the world that I ain't sad
But the pinch in my heart is so deep
I'm teary eyed ,don't want but all I do is weep

I've bid my final goodbye now
Feels like ages but in reality only a little time has passed
Still wonder where you are and how?
The distance tearing me apart

Coincidences happen by chance
But this time the universe conspires against
Will make me suffer for one glance
Will haunt me your ghost from the past

Like a stalker I save your pics
so that I can look at them now and forever
My songs will remind me of you always
And I'll hold on to my love and let go never

See that someone else can touch your mane
Try to imagine if I still remember how it felt
With so much that I've already dealt
I go into my sad , lonely shell again

Try to keep a straight face
To show the world that I ain't sad
But the pinch in my heart is so deep
I'm teary eyed ,don't want but all I do is weep

Love Affair !!!!!

Hand in Hand all the time

But sometimes I don't realize ,

Under these clear blue skies

That I am with you

You gave me love , you gave me sorrow

A Friendship that ll last forever ,

You will be my tomorrow

Pleasure and pain put together

One look into your eyes

Realized who I am as a person

You gave me the courage to be me

You are the one who set me free

With you I can do the impossible

Got back up every time I did slide

Can now make it big anywhere

Now that you are on my side ,

I like waking up on the other side

And looking at you fills me with joy

My face lights up like a child

Who watches the building blocks of a Lego toy

You are not a person

But you mean much more to me

New York , I Love You

You fill my life up with glee

Sunrise on the Brooklyn Bridge

Evening runs in Central Park

Lonely Subway rides at wee hours of the night

With you , everything just seems right

Standing under Washington square arch

Coffee at the nearby Starbucks

Frozen yogurt at St. Marks

All dressed up for the Halloween March

So much happiness , so much love

Fill my eyes up with tear

Nothing like a really long chat

At the piers on the Hudson river

Even when I am gone

Our love affair is what will last

Remembering each moment I spent

All through the year that pass'd

You are not a person

But you mean much more to me

New York , I Love You

You fill my life up with glee

Even Though I Havent Seen You Since!!!!

Somebody slow me down

Somebody stop me

You were a big upgrade from my past

But Maybe I rushed into things too fast

My heart always takes over my mind

It's really easy for me to like someone nice

You at least cared about me and my feelings

But in the end I always pay the price

Beauty is timeless , relationships are ageless

Whatever we had was priceless

Love is not all about the pain

But it's been just about it for me

I don't know if you wish to get back to your last

I don't know much about your past

Don't know if you want to move on

I wanted to but thought it would be intruding

Never wanted to fight

But i feel I want to fight for your love

I can't stop thinking about it

Need some more energy from above

You say you want to hang out

But to my messages you reply really small

To my wishes , thanks and to my concerns I'm fine

I know that i have risked the fall

You pushed me away

To the end of this ledge

It's upto you to push me some more

Or pull me back from the edge

You say you are complicated

But you don't have to worry about me

I've done this before

And more than one tear i have shed

Take the c instead of the a

Coz your stop is on that track

For a glimpse of you , even though you pushed me away

All my emotions piled up in a stack

I wish I knew how to hide my feelings

Started loving you more since You let me go

And I cry over you again and again

Coz you love someone else, I know

Everyone tells me that i should be happy

You weren't like anyone else

But my heart and my mind isn't one entity

They both don't understand each other and thats a pity

The other day in a state of trance

With all the smoke around I started to dance

Eyes wide shut , I caught a glimpse

Even though I haven't seen you since

CHAOS MAGNET

For Anyone I like i write a song
And this one Is for you
Usually are hateful or sad ones
But this ones none of the two

I just want to remember you
And with these lines I will
Complicated each time
Somehow i still won't sit still

This heart did break even
Still a part feels like with you stay'd
Soon there won't be any more left
With each part someone already would've play'd

Theoretically you said I was perfect
And in person you were too
No grudges , no regrets
You get only what you are meant to

Holding hands makes you uncomfortable
And to me stings your silence
Mixed signals, all done and gone
Why still wouldn't you take this chance ???

You are still in love with someone
I saw it in your eyes red
Sent me away with a smile , and in that moment
It felt like Nothing was left unsaid

Made it so much easy
Don't feel like I'm falling off the edge
Still not the right time
When really will it, god , to you I pledge

Blessed with people in life
Who always my feelings nurse
Sealed friendships can't be broken

With No magic , no curse

I am attracted to chaos
I questioned if I did anything wrong
You said it wasn't me , it was you
With one tear , I end this song

Unsaid

How can I move on
I'm still in love with you
Love tears us apart
But I am still stuck on you

Like every moment together was untrue
You Ask me if I still feel awkward to talk to you
Love is the best thing, knows everyone
But Is it still love if it makes you feel blue

Still wish that one day things change
And you decide to come back to me
One of these days I wake up and you say
Baby, I am here to stay

Revisiting the corner where we once met
Thought I had the strength to easily forget
Only one set of footprints in the sand
I wander the streets like I am in no mans land

Wish you read the songs I write to you
Wish you know how much you mean to me
A corner in your heart that's just for me
Love has no binds no boundary

So many things have changed since we met
Trying too hard , maybe that's why I can't forget
Maybe it's just not the right time
Still loving you I'm sure will not be a crime

Takes two to clap
Takes two to be two-gether
Tell me if I should save my love
For someone who feels the same way too!!!

They say, wait for someone who calls when you hang up
Someone who if you take a step back , to you will walkup
Wait for someone who kisses your FOREHEAD
You did and still why are there so many words left Unsaid!!!!

This is my Happy Song

This Is my new happy song
I've had enough of the ones that are sad
You Changed my lovely to lonely
But somehow I still don't want to feel bad

When a heart breaks it does not break even
But happy is the heart that still feels pain
We live in this world for days seven
If spent in grieving there ll be nothing to gain

Have had chances at consciousness altering love
And I always let my heart go there
Not waiting for any second chances anymore
Love will find me and when it does it won't find me sore

Love is not , and I will never play the game
Heart over Mind, I will always be the same
Still waiting for love to happen to me
Waiting from the shackles of sadness to be free

Mustve heard this before
Just keep this line playing on rerun
The greatest thing you ll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return

Sometimes feel misfit but
With the ones in love I am trying to blend
Will have my happily ever after soon
The End

Fine Without You

I liked you and didn't expect anything in return
But I realised that I don't deserve to be felt less important
I don't deserve to be hurt
I deserve to be happy
And thats not what was happening

People told me that I deserved better
Someone whom I loved and who loved me forever
I was blinded by your touch and didn't agree and still don't
But I do know what i am worth

Always been a sucker for pain
But I cannot go through the grind
I am going to change how I am coz
Happiness is just a state of your mind

My trust in love is shaken
But I always will truly believe in it
If not now maybe sometime late
Soon I know I will find my soulmate

They say experience is a hard teacher,
You give the test first and then learn the lesson
I dont have the strength to look anymore
You do it now my special person

Find me and tell me your mine
Everything in the past, think I ll be fine
Tides change and time will too
I am gonna be fine , fine without you !!!!

My Heart Still Weeps

Sitting at this bookstore all reckless and abandoned
Into my Murky hole of bottomless grief
Have met you after so long
That is the only relief

Wanted to feel how it'd be to see you again
Wanted to understand how my heart will react after all the pain
Letting you do things that you have to , want to
While I don't so that I get to spend time with you

Eating ,walking, loving my emotions were on a hike
Interest in diverse things in me is what you said you like
Laughing out loud at this line that set the mood
You should be with me coz together we look good

Know you want to tell me something
Some feelings that you are hiding from me
But you mutter words like you're uttering in your sleep
I don't really know why still it makes me weep

So many thoughts rushing all at once
So many insecurities building at the crust
let me give you a chance, I take this call
Thinking that this might be it after all

You're insecurities are your own to keep
Deal with them just put them off to sleep
Won't say anything although would want to take the leap
Even after all this i don't know why my heart still weeps

Set Me FRee, Only FRee

Just woke up fRom my sleep
WondeRing if you think of me as much as I do
ThoRn in my heaRt has cut me deep
But I'm staRting my life fResh , anew

Poles apaRt but still magnetic
Miles away , guess only I'm pathetic
AlReady lost in the maze of love
I Wait foR you to find youR way back to me

High up , Leaving on a jet plane
You aRe always on the Run
And this game of chasing
And being chased isn't tuRning out to be fun

You'Re high up theRe and yet
I tRy to jump higheR with my bRoken wings
I know I'm gonna cRash, I'm gonna fall
But Fall in love is what my heaRt sings

Catch me when I Fall in to this black hole, like diRt
That goes into a cRack in the pavement
You aRe my only hope, last and fiRst
I'll be waiting foR the peRfect moment

FoR a long time now
I think I've been Romantically challenged
You aRe the dRug that ll keep me sane
The pill that ll keep it balanced

Say yes , say no, a dReam , a song
Say a lie , a tRuth , a Right , a wRong
Just talk to me baby
I've been waiting foR too long

Don't ignoRe me , makes me ill
Don't make youRself invisible to me
Stay tRue to youR woRds
And set me fRee,only fRee

This is my New Life

From this moment on I'm moving on a new path
A path less trodden , a journey rarely taken
An adventure which few have experienced
A story which hasn't yet been written

I know that on this path I ll be alone
There ll be central characters to the story like a friend
But they may not last forever
Between once upon a time to the end

Filled with insecurities , with so much at stake
Never wanting to hide who I am
Never will be fake
Your being a part of my journey , simple might it make

Thinking about all this cuts me like a knife
But this, this is my new life

Will you be there when I sit at the park bench across the river ?
Be there when I'm staring at the sun?
Will you be there to hug me tight when in the cold I shiver ?
Be part of my black my White , part of my lonely run ?

So many questions , so many mysteries
Mysteries only you can solve
Only you know how many chapters you want to be in my stories
Be a part of my adventure , a part of my journey to evolve

I think I'm ready to take it to the next level
Think that's it's time to tell it to those who care
Don't have to shout it out from rooftops
But still there's some doubt , a scare so rare

Thinking about all this cuts me like a knife ,
But this , this is my new life

Dont Let Me Get Away

Take me in your arms ,Hold on to me tight
I promise it ll all be alright
Said this before and will always say
Just say baby and please don't let me get away

Do you feel something when I remember you
It must be all the time coz with every breath I do
And I always say that I'm fine
But whatever that means is so not true

There s too much I am expecting from you
But that's one mistake I always do
Give me the chance to do right what I did wrong
A chance to be with you for long long

I know that it's gonna break my heart
And that we still might fall apart
So lets go back right to the start
To the night we first met
To the beautiful feelings that I once felt

I just want to live in the moment
Live love and be loved
I miss you and I want to see you
Coz only when you look into my eyes
You ll know what in my heart lies

I keep waiting for a clue, a sign
Keep yearning for you to come online
I yell to everyone that I am good
But in my heart I know that I ain't better than I should

I told you I won't remember how you look
Tried searching for your face in my brains every corner and nook
But still with all the chances that I took
I always felt like I was an open book

Now, About all my emotions I don't want to sing
Only will tell you, I See you in everything
See your eyes in someone on the street
Your face in the friend that I meet
Your love in the touch of a kiss on my cheek
Imagine you are the person to whom I speak

Saw two clouds in the sky once
And suddenly there was only one
I've got so much love to give
That I just don't want to be alone
Grow old with and still together stay
Please don't let me get away

Say Baby

SAY BABY

Too many times i have wandered
Searching for my perfect heart
Never thought it ll end right at the start

See you with your eyes,stare at me
Feel a trickle of poison set in
Poison of love that i could die for

Opened my eyes last night
And saw your silhouette in the low light
Thinking if i ll ever remember your face again

Looking at you makes it harder
When i think that you ll leave tomorrow
Time together never felt enough

The search for my perfect heart is over
And i will never look for another
Just hold me tight and Maybe

Take me , This is all that i got
And all i want is what you got
I ll give you all that I am If you
Say , Baby

This isn't just attraction
I can sense a deeper connection
The universe only makes sense if you share it with someone

When we parted I was a big mess
Tears are words your heart can't express
But I don't care about the pain in front of me ,I love you baby unconditionally

Been missing you since
Feeling sore, down , out and low
Only good thing Is I see you everywhere I go
It's like everyone s wearing your mask

I ve been torn apart so many times,
But i know now that this time will change
And its true that i will see you again

Just take your mask off, come and make it all feel alright
I never wanna leave you out of my sight
So come Caress me And maybe

Take me, this is all that I got
All I want Is what you got
I ll give you all that I am if you
Say Baby