Sunday, December 11, 2011

Turned that Light ....

Only still and clear waters
Show your reflections

I see myself 
But this isn't what you want me to be 


I am not strong , 
You are expecting too much from me 
Can't dwell in a body , in which i cannot breathe
I'm scared of closed spaces , don't suffocate me

Today is different
I slept in white light

Woke up mid-sleep , turned my room dark
To see light from the corner of the door beside
i turned that light off too !


Today im a bit lonely
But i don't want to be needy
I don't want melancholy 
I don't want your pitiful eyes
I'll break if i expose myself more to you


Am I too closed ? 
To never feel open again ?

Will you watch over me ?
I lament , I sing , I corrupt
And I dance a lonely life