Saturday, May 28, 2011

So That I Don't Feel So Alone

They say if you don't look for it 
It will come to you one day
But with each passing day I Atone 
So that I don't feel so alone

I turn off the light 
Lay my head on my wet pillow 
I bang my feet on my bed
To fill up the silence 

I sleep to people talking 
And remember the night , you left
And tore me apart , two halves
That keeps me some company 

You walked out my bed , 
And stood at the window ,
Moonlight on your face , 
A tear rolls down but it fills up the space

You wipe your tear unnoticed
While i slide my fingers over your shape
But i know this won't be no different
Cant live up to promises that we make 

You go crazy over someone 
Who's determined to push you away 
But your affection for someone 
Is no weakness , Its reason enough to stay 

Growing older since we met , 
Going colder than I ever dreamt
Made such that my heart knew what is beauty 
Still a wandering , meandering entity

Why won't you let me be your man , 
Fall in love as I write this song ,
Why won't you be my own
So that i don't feel so alone