Instead Of

As I lay beside you
Staring at half of your face
The other half inserted in the pillow
I tiny touch you
And as you go an inch away
I already miss you

I told you don't sleep away from me tonight
But I want to push you away
Im caught in between stealing a moment of tenderness 

And the emotion that it brings
What are you doing to me ?

I love the smell that comes from your kiss
Love how you tremble with my touch
How you clench and you wrench
And then you slowly fall asleep
I love how you sleep

How you sheepishly hold my hands
How you secretly touch my feet
Love how you grab me from the back
And how you walk with me on the street

I guess the list is endless
And it's all just an excuse
To wrap all of it into
Things that I love about you
Instead of just saying I love you !

Awake

I live on the mysteries of a possibility

Only my past sleeps next to me 

No matter how close you want to feel, ignore  

You know that you've been on this road before 

I slide to come closer

You open your arms wide

Where I lie , right , left or center

Can be happy only by your side

Someday be the guy that everyone hates 

So that maybe I can be the one for you

People you know will become people you knew

Can't really be the one who keeps you,you 

Smoke up pain like a cigarette

Come on , hurt me like a bad hangover

Addict my flesh and bone and heart 

So that, tired of it, to love again I can start

You can't still be here

Not used to this , go away , you are late

Time to leave me

What should put me to sleep, only keeps me awake

The Centaur and The Crab

Trapped between two worlds 

Half-beast and the other half an archer 

Shoot your arrow and watch me shred down to tatter

With your thick mane and form colossal

Consider putting up a fight with someone your size

'Coz I will strike and from those ashes I will rise

Mastermind , you speak so many tongue 

But to talk to me you don't bother

Suffocate me in air and under the water

Like nothing ever happened 

I will resume my journey to find

A creature thats special and to me thats kind

A creature that sleeps on my chest

As i play with the hair-strand

Blow air into sweat-dots to vanish at my command

My small being with my bolt shut door 

Will fall for it at the speed of love

In this life and next , before anyone eyes i'll make sure

You are the Centaur and I am the Crab

Yet my tiny Heart is not up for grab