This is my Happy Song

This Is my new happy song
I've had enough of the ones that are sad
You Changed my lovely to lonely
But somehow I still don't want to feel bad

When a heart breaks it does not break even
But happy is the heart that still feels pain
We live in this world for days seven
If spent in grieving there ll be nothing to gain

Have had chances at consciousness altering love
And I always let my heart go there
Not waiting for any second chances anymore
Love will find me and when it does it won't find me sore

Love is not , and I will never play the game
Heart over Mind, I will always be the same
Still waiting for love to happen to me
Waiting from the shackles of sadness to be free

Mustve heard this before
Just keep this line playing on rerun
The greatest thing you ll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return

Sometimes feel misfit but
With the ones in love I am trying to blend
Will have my happily ever after soon
The End

Fine Without You

I liked you and didn't expect anything in return
But I realised that I don't deserve to be felt less important
I don't deserve to be hurt
I deserve to be happy
And thats not what was happening

People told me that I deserved better
Someone whom I loved and who loved me forever
I was blinded by your touch and didn't agree and still don't
But I do know what i am worth

Always been a sucker for pain
But I cannot go through the grind
I am going to change how I am coz
Happiness is just a state of your mind

My trust in love is shaken
But I always will truly believe in it
If not now maybe sometime late
Soon I know I will find my soulmate

They say experience is a hard teacher,
You give the test first and then learn the lesson
I dont have the strength to look anymore
You do it now my special person

Find me and tell me your mine
Everything in the past, think I ll be fine
Tides change and time will too
I am gonna be fine , fine without you !!!!

My Heart Still Weeps

Sitting at this bookstore all reckless and abandoned
Into my Murky hole of bottomless grief
Have met you after so long
That is the only relief

Wanted to feel how it'd be to see you again
Wanted to understand how my heart will react after all the pain
Letting you do things that you have to , want to
While I don't so that I get to spend time with you

Eating ,walking, loving my emotions were on a hike
Interest in diverse things in me is what you said you like
Laughing out loud at this line that set the mood
You should be with me coz together we look good

Know you want to tell me something
Some feelings that you are hiding from me
But you mutter words like you're uttering in your sleep
I don't really know why still it makes me weep

So many thoughts rushing all at once
So many insecurities building at the crust
let me give you a chance, I take this call
Thinking that this might be it after all

You're insecurities are your own to keep
Deal with them just put them off to sleep
Won't say anything although would want to take the leap
Even after all this i don't know why my heart still weeps