They Don't Count Anymore

Sultry cold day
Silences with intermittent sound
Like blissful times with peeking darkness around

Of  leaves falling off from trees and the wind
Of a girl happily playing on the swing
Little girl , she doesn't know
What life might have in store
Dreams in her eyes
And a lifetime for more

If you grab my hand and pull me back
I'll curl into your arms and go back to sleep
I love recklessly , it consumes me
But promises I keep

I don't wish you were mine
Just know that from the inside I shine
Facing opposite sides but
Our feet , like winding roads intertwine

As you trace the line of my ear
I have my eye on , to make things last
But sometimes I take my heart out
and place it in a box
I let it cry it's heart out
And all these tears I count
Until they don't count anymore

Awake

I live on the mysteries of a possibility

Only my past sleeps next to me 

No matter how close you want to feel, ignore  

You know that you've been on this road before 

I slide to come closer

You open your arms wide

Where I lie , right , left or center

Can be happy only by your side

Someday be the guy that everyone hates 

So that maybe I can be the one for you

People you know will become people you knew

Can't really be the one who keeps you,you 

Smoke up pain like a cigarette

Come on , hurt me like a bad hangover

Addict my flesh and bone and heart 

So that, tired of it, to love again I can start

You can't still be here

Not used to this , go away , you are late

Time to leave me

What should put me to sleep, only keeps me awake