COLLIDE

Hug me longer when i say goodbye today

For each days hug that i missed

Save and store the feeling Permanently

To utilize whenever in need

It will fix me when I'm broken

Fill the empty that cant replace

Mend my awry ways shaken

All this lost in your embrace

Have you ever wished

For an endless night ??

I have , and i know now that

Wishing on a star isn't right

Ever wondered if you could

love two hearts at the same time

Wondered if one or both left you

From distraught be able to go back to fine ???

If you love someone

Learn to set them free

People come into your life sometimes

Only to teach you to without them be

Everything was too good to be true

Forever lonely , Forever blue without you

My life like my songs doesn't rhyme perfectly

Thats why i decided to let my life just be

The cruel dog eats dog world

Haunts me this season

But these testing times will pass

I believe i have my own reason

Exploring New Horizons

Resurrection is on my mind

Getting back into the grind

Hope someday that you and i COLLIDE

TEARY EYED

All I did was like you
And yesterday a tear rolled down
Listening to heartbreaker
Think that's how being in love would sound

I had cut you out of my life
But you walked back into it like it was yours to claim
You put me into troubled waters
Like playing with my heart is your only aim

All the memories skimming through my head
Like flashbacks in a movie scene
Eyes fill up at the drop of a hat
Why do all good things come to an end?

The burden of life , the arguments , the drama
The duty of being bound for seven lives
Has put into my life a comma
Everything has slightly slowed down

Try to keep a straight face
To show the world that I ain't sad
But the pinch in my heart is so deep
I'm teary eyed ,don't want but all I do is weep

I've bid my final goodbye now
Feels like ages but in reality only a little time has passed
Still wonder where you are and how?
The distance tearing me apart

Coincidences happen by chance
But this time the universe conspires against
Will make me suffer for one glance
Will haunt me your ghost from the past

Like a stalker I save your pics
so that I can look at them now and forever
My songs will remind me of you always
And I'll hold on to my love and let go never

See that someone else can touch your mane
Try to imagine if I still remember how it felt
With so much that I've already dealt
I go into my sad , lonely shell again

Try to keep a straight face
To show the world that I ain't sad
But the pinch in my heart is so deep
I'm teary eyed ,don't want but all I do is weep

Love Affair !!!!!

Hand in Hand all the time

But sometimes I don't realize ,

Under these clear blue skies

That I am with you

You gave me love , you gave me sorrow

A Friendship that ll last forever ,

You will be my tomorrow

Pleasure and pain put together

One look into your eyes

Realized who I am as a person

You gave me the courage to be me

You are the one who set me free

With you I can do the impossible

Got back up every time I did slide

Can now make it big anywhere

Now that you are on my side ,

I like waking up on the other side

And looking at you fills me with joy

My face lights up like a child

Who watches the building blocks of a Lego toy

You are not a person

But you mean much more to me

New York , I Love You

You fill my life up with glee

Sunrise on the Brooklyn Bridge

Evening runs in Central Park

Lonely Subway rides at wee hours of the night

With you , everything just seems right

Standing under Washington square arch

Coffee at the nearby Starbucks

Frozen yogurt at St. Marks

All dressed up for the Halloween March

So much happiness , so much love

Fill my eyes up with tear

Nothing like a really long chat

At the piers on the Hudson river

Even when I am gone

Our love affair is what will last

Remembering each moment I spent

All through the year that pass'd

You are not a person

But you mean much more to me

New York , I Love You

You fill my life up with glee

Even Though I Havent Seen You Since!!!!

Somebody slow me down

Somebody stop me

You were a big upgrade from my past

But Maybe I rushed into things too fast

My heart always takes over my mind

It's really easy for me to like someone nice

You at least cared about me and my feelings

But in the end I always pay the price

Beauty is timeless , relationships are ageless

Whatever we had was priceless

Love is not all about the pain

But it's been just about it for me

I don't know if you wish to get back to your last

I don't know much about your past

Don't know if you want to move on

I wanted to but thought it would be intruding

Never wanted to fight

But i feel I want to fight for your love

I can't stop thinking about it

Need some more energy from above

You say you want to hang out

But to my messages you reply really small

To my wishes , thanks and to my concerns I'm fine

I know that i have risked the fall

You pushed me away

To the end of this ledge

It's upto you to push me some more

Or pull me back from the edge

You say you are complicated

But you don't have to worry about me

I've done this before

And more than one tear i have shed

Take the c instead of the a

Coz your stop is on that track

For a glimpse of you , even though you pushed me away

All my emotions piled up in a stack

I wish I knew how to hide my feelings

Started loving you more since You let me go

And I cry over you again and again

Coz you love someone else, I know

Everyone tells me that i should be happy

You weren't like anyone else

But my heart and my mind isn't one entity

They both don't understand each other and thats a pity

The other day in a state of trance

With all the smoke around I started to dance

Eyes wide shut , I caught a glimpse

Even though I haven't seen you since

CHAOS MAGNET

For Anyone I like i write a song
And this one Is for you
Usually are hateful or sad ones
But this ones none of the two

I just want to remember you
And with these lines I will
Complicated each time
Somehow i still won't sit still

This heart did break even
Still a part feels like with you stay'd
Soon there won't be any more left
With each part someone already would've play'd

Theoretically you said I was perfect
And in person you were too
No grudges , no regrets
You get only what you are meant to

Holding hands makes you uncomfortable
And to me stings your silence
Mixed signals, all done and gone
Why still wouldn't you take this chance ???

You are still in love with someone
I saw it in your eyes red
Sent me away with a smile , and in that moment
It felt like Nothing was left unsaid

Made it so much easy
Don't feel like I'm falling off the edge
Still not the right time
When really will it, god , to you I pledge

Blessed with people in life
Who always my feelings nurse
Sealed friendships can't be broken

With No magic , no curse

I am attracted to chaos
I questioned if I did anything wrong
You said it wasn't me , it was you
With one tear , I end this song

Unsaid

How can I move on
I'm still in love with you
Love tears us apart
But I am still stuck on you

Like every moment together was untrue
You Ask me if I still feel awkward to talk to you
Love is the best thing, knows everyone
But Is it still love if it makes you feel blue

Still wish that one day things change
And you decide to come back to me
One of these days I wake up and you say
Baby, I am here to stay

Revisiting the corner where we once met
Thought I had the strength to easily forget
Only one set of footprints in the sand
I wander the streets like I am in no mans land

Wish you read the songs I write to you
Wish you know how much you mean to me
A corner in your heart that's just for me
Love has no binds no boundary

So many things have changed since we met
Trying too hard , maybe that's why I can't forget
Maybe it's just not the right time
Still loving you I'm sure will not be a crime

Takes two to clap
Takes two to be two-gether
Tell me if I should save my love
For someone who feels the same way too!!!

They say, wait for someone who calls when you hang up
Someone who if you take a step back , to you will walkup
Wait for someone who kisses your FOREHEAD
You did and still why are there so many words left Unsaid!!!!

This is my Happy Song

This Is my new happy song
I've had enough of the ones that are sad
You Changed my lovely to lonely
But somehow I still don't want to feel bad

When a heart breaks it does not break even
But happy is the heart that still feels pain
We live in this world for days seven
If spent in grieving there ll be nothing to gain

Have had chances at consciousness altering love
And I always let my heart go there
Not waiting for any second chances anymore
Love will find me and when it does it won't find me sore

Love is not , and I will never play the game
Heart over Mind, I will always be the same
Still waiting for love to happen to me
Waiting from the shackles of sadness to be free

Mustve heard this before
Just keep this line playing on rerun
The greatest thing you ll ever learn
Is to love and be loved in return

Sometimes feel misfit but
With the ones in love I am trying to blend
Will have my happily ever after soon
The End