Fine Without You

I liked you and didn't expect anything in return
But I realised that I don't deserve to be felt less important
I don't deserve to be hurt
I deserve to be happy
And thats not what was happening

People told me that I deserved better
Someone whom I loved and who loved me forever
I was blinded by your touch and didn't agree and still don't
But I do know what i am worth

Always been a sucker for pain
But I cannot go through the grind
I am going to change how I am coz
Happiness is just a state of your mind

My trust in love is shaken
But I always will truly believe in it
If not now maybe sometime late
Soon I know I will find my soulmate

They say experience is a hard teacher,
You give the test first and then learn the lesson
I dont have the strength to look anymore
You do it now my special person

Find me and tell me your mine
Everything in the past, think I ll be fine
Tides change and time will too
I am gonna be fine , fine without you !!!!

My Heart Still Weeps

Sitting at this bookstore all reckless and abandoned
Into my Murky hole of bottomless grief
Have met you after so long
That is the only relief

Wanted to feel how it'd be to see you again
Wanted to understand how my heart will react after all the pain
Letting you do things that you have to , want to
While I don't so that I get to spend time with you

Eating ,walking, loving my emotions were on a hike
Interest in diverse things in me is what you said you like
Laughing out loud at this line that set the mood
You should be with me coz together we look good

Know you want to tell me something
Some feelings that you are hiding from me
But you mutter words like you're uttering in your sleep
I don't really know why still it makes me weep

So many thoughts rushing all at once
So many insecurities building at the crust
let me give you a chance, I take this call
Thinking that this might be it after all

You're insecurities are your own to keep
Deal with them just put them off to sleep
Won't say anything although would want to take the leap
Even after all this i don't know why my heart still weeps

Set Me FRee, Only FRee

Just woke up fRom my sleep
WondeRing if you think of me as much as I do
ThoRn in my heaRt has cut me deep
But I'm staRting my life fResh , anew

Poles apaRt but still magnetic
Miles away , guess only I'm pathetic
AlReady lost in the maze of love
I Wait foR you to find youR way back to me

High up , Leaving on a jet plane
You aRe always on the Run
And this game of chasing
And being chased isn't tuRning out to be fun

You'Re high up theRe and yet
I tRy to jump higheR with my bRoken wings
I know I'm gonna cRash, I'm gonna fall
But Fall in love is what my heaRt sings

Catch me when I Fall in to this black hole, like diRt
That goes into a cRack in the pavement
You aRe my only hope, last and fiRst
I'll be waiting foR the peRfect moment

FoR a long time now
I think I've been Romantically challenged
You aRe the dRug that ll keep me sane
The pill that ll keep it balanced

Say yes , say no, a dReam , a song
Say a lie , a tRuth , a Right , a wRong
Just talk to me baby
I've been waiting foR too long

Don't ignoRe me , makes me ill
Don't make youRself invisible to me
Stay tRue to youR woRds
And set me fRee,only fRee

This is my New Life

From this moment on I'm moving on a new path
A path less trodden , a journey rarely taken
An adventure which few have experienced
A story which hasn't yet been written

I know that on this path I ll be alone
There ll be central characters to the story like a friend
But they may not last forever
Between once upon a time to the end

Filled with insecurities , with so much at stake
Never wanting to hide who I am
Never will be fake
Your being a part of my journey , simple might it make

Thinking about all this cuts me like a knife
But this, this is my new life

Will you be there when I sit at the park bench across the river ?
Be there when I'm staring at the sun?
Will you be there to hug me tight when in the cold I shiver ?
Be part of my black my White , part of my lonely run ?

So many questions , so many mysteries
Mysteries only you can solve
Only you know how many chapters you want to be in my stories
Be a part of my adventure , a part of my journey to evolve

I think I'm ready to take it to the next level
Think that's it's time to tell it to those who care
Don't have to shout it out from rooftops
But still there's some doubt , a scare so rare

Thinking about all this cuts me like a knife ,
But this , this is my new life

Dont Let Me Get Away

Take me in your arms ,Hold on to me tight
I promise it ll all be alright
Said this before and will always say
Just say baby and please don't let me get away

Do you feel something when I remember you
It must be all the time coz with every breath I do
And I always say that I'm fine
But whatever that means is so not true

There s too much I am expecting from you
But that's one mistake I always do
Give me the chance to do right what I did wrong
A chance to be with you for long long

I know that it's gonna break my heart
And that we still might fall apart
So lets go back right to the start
To the night we first met
To the beautiful feelings that I once felt

I just want to live in the moment
Live love and be loved
I miss you and I want to see you
Coz only when you look into my eyes
You ll know what in my heart lies

I keep waiting for a clue, a sign
Keep yearning for you to come online
I yell to everyone that I am good
But in my heart I know that I ain't better than I should

I told you I won't remember how you look
Tried searching for your face in my brains every corner and nook
But still with all the chances that I took
I always felt like I was an open book

Now, About all my emotions I don't want to sing
Only will tell you, I See you in everything
See your eyes in someone on the street
Your face in the friend that I meet
Your love in the touch of a kiss on my cheek
Imagine you are the person to whom I speak

Saw two clouds in the sky once
And suddenly there was only one
I've got so much love to give
That I just don't want to be alone
Grow old with and still together stay
Please don't let me get away

Say Baby

SAY BABY

Too many times i have wandered
Searching for my perfect heart
Never thought it ll end right at the start

See you with your eyes,stare at me
Feel a trickle of poison set in
Poison of love that i could die for

Opened my eyes last night
And saw your silhouette in the low light
Thinking if i ll ever remember your face again

Looking at you makes it harder
When i think that you ll leave tomorrow
Time together never felt enough

The search for my perfect heart is over
And i will never look for another
Just hold me tight and Maybe

Take me , This is all that i got
And all i want is what you got
I ll give you all that I am If you
Say , Baby

This isn't just attraction
I can sense a deeper connection
The universe only makes sense if you share it with someone

When we parted I was a big mess
Tears are words your heart can't express
But I don't care about the pain in front of me ,I love you baby unconditionally

Been missing you since
Feeling sore, down , out and low
Only good thing Is I see you everywhere I go
It's like everyone s wearing your mask

I ve been torn apart so many times,
But i know now that this time will change
And its true that i will see you again

Just take your mask off, come and make it all feel alright
I never wanna leave you out of my sight
So come Caress me And maybe

Take me, this is all that I got
All I want Is what you got
I ll give you all that I am if you
Say Baby

Be Yourself No Matter What They Say

I ve Seen People So Comfortable in their Own Skin

That sometimes i think why people always Fake

To this Fact even i have been Akin

But Its Important to 'Be Yourself No Matter What They Say'

There Will Be Times When You Feel Lonely

Times When You Think Each Eye is Looking At YOU

Times When Someone In The Croud Laughs

You Feel Like He's Laughing At YOU

There ll be Times When YOU Over-analyse a Situation

Times When You Think Am I Doing This The Wrong Way

Times When You ll Want to Take Some Measures Of Caution

Find Your Own Way And Dont Tell Me What To SAY

Tell Yourself NOT to Listen To Them Who Sense Lack

Dont Think That he's Laughing At You

They Stare at you and you stare at them BACK

Be Yourself ,Just Be YOU

I guarantee You ll Like Your Life This Way

Gurantee You ll Love Yorself This Way

Just Listen To Me,accept Yourself This Way

Be Yourself no Matter What They Say